So cruel...So far

Its all born from the sense of disgust this cursed year has burdened upon me now.I tried my best to accept it with a smile...bt regrettably everything has gone to vain.

Beginning like all the other seventeen years I have survived, I won't believe it to be my fault to think this one belong to the same sort. Again a pawn of destiny.....I feel cheated over and over my this deceptive first-sight impression.Is it such ruthless a mistake to pay heed to the first call of intuition? I earnestly passed the days so far...in the elusive search of optimism. But darkness hovered over and over.Yet again, many a times, I ran to get blinded by the gloomy fate brought for me by this year. But every time hit upon a solid, promising rock..clutch onto it hard..and hopscotch through the odds with the hope of retreiving back with some flying colours.

I fail to behold,that colours have left me quite long ago...leaving some long meticulously-nursed memories awashed in the colours of despair and gloom. I knew I've been fooled again; for I've only learnt to birth them, rear them up...and never did I harness the zeal to pull them off before the world, eagerly waiting to pull me down again...render false consolations...and again get me bathed all over in the colours of defeat...in black and white.

The Way You Look Tonight...

There was a time...I was everything and nothing all in one
When you found me,
I was feeling like a cloud across the sun...
I need to tell you,
How you light up every second of the day...
But in the moonlight,
You just shine like a beacon on the bay...
And I can't explain..
But it's something about the way you look tonight...
It takes my breath away
It's that feeling I get about you, deep inside.
And I can't describe...
But it's something about the way you look tonight.
With a smile..You pull the deepest secrets from my heart
In all honesty
I'm speechless...and I don't know where to start
But its something about the way you look tonight...
It takes my breath away
And its a feeling deep inside...
That I can't describe.


P.S.-This is my first post which is not an original work of mine.I usually don't prefer this...but coudn't resist myself from dedicating this incredible song to someone.Its not here just for being a favourite...its meant for a very special person in my life.

Sans YOU...

I know its hard to bear the heat...

But monsoon won't come this time

Choose your path, leaving the one I tread...

For its foolish to walk my line.

Dont worry about here, ever henceforth...

I'll be fine as being lovelorn.

Spare but this night from thy memories...

I won't cry from tomorrow morn.

Never again empathize those futile tears

Which'll flow....and've always flown

I don't need to hold your finger anymore...

I have learnt to walk on my own.